I Didn’t Feel Fat…

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I didn’t feel fat
Until I saw the number
Blinking back at me

Nothing has changed
Since yesterday, except
Maybe a pound, two, or five?

Deep breaths
In through the nose
Out through the mouth

You are healthy
You are beautiful
There is nothing wrong with you

I need to believe this

Still…

Numbers don’t lie
I am fat…

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3 thoughts on “I Didn’t Feel Fat…

  1. Don’t be too hard on yourself. You’ve had a very difficult Spring and this illness has gotten you off track too. I also believe this cleanse you’ve been doing is not good for losing weight either. Get better, get done with the cleanse and come back to your normal self.

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